I have returned from the Island. I have learned so much about me and the others around me even you. I have come to learn that you also have not had the best child hood and haven’t got things handed to you on a silver platter. I would like for you to know that I truly used to try and be the best kid I could possibly be in this messed up world but it always seemed like all forces were against me, but the worst force defiantly had to be my own father… never accepting who I was or embracing my flaws like a father should. I would stay up all night thinking about what I did wrong and how I could fix myself to be a good son and to make you proud but I never felt that I have succeeded. I don’t want you to think this is another one of my slam letters where I tell you about how bad of a person you are. You’re really not a bad person just one that has simply fallen apart and needs to be fixed just like me. I’d like you to know that I forgive you. I learned that I have to accept the past for me to move forward with my life, so that’s what I’m doing moving forward and I’m hoping that the future bring us both only great things.
I’m mostly writing you this letter because I want you to know I forgive out past and that I am ok now.
You can contact me over letter. I do not have anyways to contact me over the internet or phone, only letter. So I guess this is a goodbye for mow.